oct 25:

the great contrast between everything and nothing:

lamppost lights reflect rushing streams

like mountains made of concrete

where the grass is wet and green

and mushroom fields replace the wheat

monster house:

knock and your own voice will echo

i drew a kind face on the front door

an untitled work under art deco tiles

enter but do not tell what you found

i float to the feeling

where melodies repeat and morph

above the fumes, on the ceiling

beneath the tiles we unearthed

dirty fingernails and nothing else

I'm last to know that Ive been stealing

rhymes from shadows I observe

I'm real when I thirst for

the bodies of dead poets

under stained oak floorboards

ouch! :

on my way, I cracked my jaw on the curb

to see if it would hurt

I like to play, to feel my heart reverb

But not to disturb the birds

I want them to feel okay,

to enjoy their wee day

:

believe we can be who we want to be

understand the silence

over the crunch of the leaves

I'm not sure where you'll find us

between you and me,

foggy English countrysides

breed a feeling I see

so easily, so clearly.

23 oct 2025. the village

6th sept 2025. in the sky, swimming in the wrong sea, etc.

Today, I went fishing in the North Sea

Cold visions in bones, I only hunt alone

To return them, I enter the salty foam

I adapt, I'm leather, my hair is wet only

God knows if down here, I'll be alone

If rocks bruise my head, tell me, what could unfold

Go lie down, I'll take it, let crashes rehome me

and carve symbols about the stories untold

1st sept 2025. diary entry.
21st-ish aug 25. raspberry shampoo

in the dark, no responses

i have conversations

with moths and monsters

and all of god's creations

who take my shorts

through thread I'm eaten

but tired i'm not

they relinquish my blood

it doesn't hurt

metal tastes like luck

smell sweet, attract bugs

a piece of meat with sharp lungs

17th-ish aug 25 bugs poem no1 (ag cook mention)

a hole has been dug

i fall so easy

colonies of bugs

drink blood so needy

moths, light, blind luck

through clothes they wont hear me

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rolling on gothic appetites

sweet juiced labour

a soft stone embrace

artery walls shimmer

bone hands, a sacrifice

no play or sticky fingers

eyes feel no light

warm bodies must linger